Yeah, what about that pause Azuan?!!!!
You think you can control your emotion by taking pause and breathe. You failed. I fucking failed. Why god? Why???? I fucking jealous of you two. Why I feel like I want them to just be friends like normal and dont have any feelings for each other. If its someone else I can accept but between you guys??? No I cant. Im a terrible best friend ever.
This this is very fucked up. I cant breathe. I need to get out from this.
Why do I feel like this? Ya Allah, let me concentrate on whats important. Let me be at peace....