THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE 'V' DAY.....
Not to brag or anything, but actually I can bring myself back in the right track. Yeah I know that I've been feeling down in the dumps through the last semester and that for sure made me realize that I can freaking actually do this. Yesterday, was one of the best day I had so far. I got the best tutor (supportive of me..^ ^ ) and I actually did study about this week's topics, seriously. (Metabolism, urghh..). So, maybe because of my confident level is starting to grow a bit by bit and the way I elaborate all those topics. Yeah, feeling pretty good about it. Plus, for the first time my mentors compliment me about my changes and again not to brag or anything but I think this could be the minor sign of me getting back my momentum which I had in the last couple of years (SPM time...). and of course before the compliment they mentioned about my lazy ass habit but that's okay. I take that as a catalyst to boost up my confident level. Thanks seniors, keep it coming ya!. (Hahahah!!). Not to forget, on this day also some of my seniors passed the clinical exams and got the title dr.Muda. Congrats to them. What can I say, this is my 'good news' day. The old Azuan who felt like he's in the bottom of the stinky dirt is now officially came out with a new pair of clean t-shirt and trouser. (what the heck?? haha..) I hope it will last longer because I really need this. I know I'm bound to do great things and I should be happy for what I am. Just need to stay focus and not let myself get down.
A new positive day is the mark of me getting back my momentum and yes I'm going to wade out of my stinky ugly mud puddle and rejoin the sun, rainbow and do things that associated with people of optimistic and motivational spirit (hahahaha!!).
Truly the most important thing personally as I'm a muslim, we should all repent our past sins and have a fresh new beginning today and do whatever we can to get a better tomorrow. Make a firm conviction to try to fulfill our obligations unto Allah SWT and do everything to please him and refrain from anything that may anger or displease him. -Note to self-
-Happy Birthday Ayah, Love u so much-
-6.48 AM, Friday, 15th February 2013-