Monday, April 4, 2011

Frust la camni..





The result are final. So Azuan please dont be sad. Maybe this is not ur rezeki. Blah blah blah blah...
I know I have to be grateful. I know all of that. Dont tell me. I know. Even though that in front of the people I pretend that this is okay but the true is Not! Of course la, 

Sape tak sedeyh dapat result camni.
 Sape yg  tak sedeyh tak dapt apa yg kite nak. 
Spe yg tak sedeyh kalo ape yg kite da usahakan tp tak dpt.

So Azuan keep positive attitude...blah blah blah blah....Bullshit....(sori)
Penatla kalo nk pretend yg everything is going to be okay...no its not..
You dont know my background...
Its sucks! they wanted me to do what they want me to do...
I know Im not being grateful. Arrrgghhh.....
I want to scream....
But I know this is not the end.....
I will push myself even harder...
Arrrgghhhh...No....susahla nk keep pretending....No positive attitude right now...
So, dont advice me...I know all the things that will came out from people's mouth...trust me
I know....dont bother urself to give me advice..
Frustration....

Jiwa kacaulah.........

4 comments:

  1. yeah u have the right to feel frustrated.. kalau aku bole tolong, aku tolong kau weyh.. tkpe.. buatlaa apa2 yg kau suka at least to lessen up the tense.. insyaAllah, He's with you~

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  2. Kekecewaan bukan salah..actually, there's no need to pretend..i would love to called that as courage..once we fall,stand up again..and that's the meaning of life..there's no way to have a life with nothing lies ahead..and that's what complete your life..Keberanian untuk mengetepikan masalah dan survive like others..that's what i bear in mind..do what you wanna do..as long as you'll never regret..I'm your friend no matter how good or bad you are..stay by your side to support you..chill^^

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  3. thanks guys...sorry..maybe Allah da ttpkan ape yg aku nk wat sbnrnye...i just have to redha and try the best that i can to achieve in whatever i have in mind. i know what im doing. just have to believe in myself more...thanks again!

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  4. It is not how low you fall but how high you bounce back... may Allah always be with you ye. ;)

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