Choice (Monologue)

"If I have a choice in this thing, which clearly...I dont..."

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"Im not saying that its going to be easy for me..

it is not right to carrying on like this.."

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"I mean I can, 

of course I can!!

but it has a price...

sometimes we just have to risk it.."

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"No."

"It is not right for me to do that....."

"Hear the voice within..."

"It might not turn out well..

sometimes it doesnt turn out well at all...sigh..

but I have to try..."

"I have to keep trying..

keep trying until this thing gone forever from my life..."

"Come on Azuan!!"

"Have faith."

"I know I can do it"

"Otherwise, it just become nothing.."

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What I'm now, remain discreet..... I succumbs to the all important feelings that

my religion and my family comes first and my 'true' feelings last.......